The Poetry of Ayumi Hamasaki

Memorial address

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"Memorial address" album release date: Dec 2003

03. Because of you
Lyrics by Ayumi Hamasaki
 

Once more our eyes met
We exchanged a few words
My heart was pounding
And I hid it with a smile
Fearing I might not be able to return to a time
When I did not know you.

 

The wind has already grown cold
And is whitely filling with laughing voices
My unreasonable need to cry
May just be winter’s fault.

 

The night we first met
I remember it even now.

 

Once more our eyes met
We exchanged a few words
My heart was pounding
And I hid it with a smile
Fearing I might not be able to return to a time
When I did not know you.

 

Little by little I’ve been getting to know you
But suddenly I realise that I know nothing at all.

 

Even if you have to scream it
Let me know all you feel.

 

My love grew when we couldn’t meet
My heart ached because my voice couldn’t reach you
I was unable to return to a time
When I didn’t know you.

 

Please don’t look at me like that
With such sorrowful eyes
Don’t smile as if you’re about to be broken and disappear
Oh, what can I do?

 

My love grew when we couldn’t meet
My heart ached because my voice couldn’t reach you
I find I cannot return to a time
When I didn’t know you.

 

Why, sometimes, can’t we be reasonable?
Why, sometimes, can’t we be kind?
Why, sometimes, do we hurt each other?
Why, sometimes, must we prove ourselves to each other?
Why, sometimes… do you hurt me like you do?
Why, always… do I love you like I do?
I’m nothing without you.

 

I’m nothing without you…

 

07. forgiveness
Lyrics and music by Ayumi Hamasaki

 

Sometimes we

When we are lost

Commit sins.

And we gradually

Come to view them

As if we’re mere onlookers.

 

As if nothing had happened

We lift our heads and walk on.

But today we still remember

That the struggle never ends.

 

Surely everyone

Did this to protect love…

 

Really we

Are merely the specks

That make up everything.

If someday they

Are all connected

And come to form one line…

 

Even if this floating in the universe

Is merely a tiny cluster

How could we possibly give up on tomorrow

Or be afraid of the battle?

 

Surely everyone

Does this to protect love.

For that…

 

As if nothing had happened

We lift our heads and walk on

But today we still remember

That the battle is not over yet…*

 

Surely everyone

Does this to protect love.

Surely everyone

Just wants to believe in something.

 

But I wanted only to keep my love

Every cardinal sin; every immoral deed

But I was holding on for my love.**

 

*I made the same bridge slightly different the second time, which it isn’t really. This is just to give a different angle on what the Japanese could mean.

**This part is sung in English. I think she means that despite how hard the struggle is to be good and pure, she wants to keep on trying her hardest because of how much she loves this person.

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